Your fingertip is like a gentle fantasia

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUUYA-SAAAAN!!!!!!!!!
this guy deserve to have a birthday post on this journal, because you see, he's basically the one who lured me here.
the one who brought me into a shining, dazzling, full of glitter world of Johnnys.

I cannot thank you enough for bringing me here, for your neverending smile, for your lovely voice,
and for simply being there.


cr: darumador
and yes, you've changed. the you who used to be passive, became the sun when your group was in darkness.
you're shining so brightly that sometimes it's too much and I couldn't help but wonder that maybe, behind all those laughters, there are countless of scar inside.

but remember what Ootani Nobuhiko-san said?

this part.

I personally think that you're so strong to still be able to show your bright smile even after the things happened.
but you know what?
It's alright to cry at times. you're a human being after all, so it's ok to cry.

don't hold everything on your own. you have friends to keep you on your feet,
and I believe the other members also want you to rely on them not only for buying you food, obviously.

eventhough I know and perfectly understand why you do that.
probably because we're the same, B-type and the child of November(?). /heh


and to celebrate the day, I present my subbed version of Tegoshi's solo PV, Anata
(click the picture below for the link)


a heart-breaking love song. which I believe wasn't really made for a mere lover.

it's a song dedicated for your father, isn't it Tegoshi-san? :")

I understood immediately tho. the lyrics, it's obviously made for him.

the thing is, I almost wrote a letter for you, the moment when my father's gone.
because we had almost the same circumstances:
that both of us couldn't be with them when they drew their last breath;
that both of us couldn't really cry on the funeral; and many others.
I wonder why we have lots of similarities and at the same time, are completely different.

nevertheless, thank you, because that way, I feel that I'm not all alone.
moreover, this song was somehow a reliever for me so.... yeah.

thank you.

again.

and happy birthday. <3


cr: ippainoyume

A/n1: I MISS YUUKO-CHAN!!!!!! TT^TT

A/n2: oh, and happy birthday too bluestorm11. ^^